Careful What You Wish For

Verse 1:
Sittin' stressin'
Worried about the future,
Cause of the past,
Always has me second guessin'
Overanalyze everything
Trust no one or nothin'
Maybe this curse has been a blessin',
But I've lost all faith, but I wish I had it
Lost my prayers, but I wish I hadn't
Cause the voices never shut off
They're an insult to injury
It's like they take all the good things
And make them into my enemy
Can't enjoy the moment,
Without reassurance of the pleasantry.
Maybe its just a chemical imbalance,
That I suffer from mentally,
But I can't let it get to the next stage of extremity.

Chorus:

So be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
And if you get it then you just might not know
What to do with it, 'cause it might just
Come back on you ten-fold

Verse 2:
I was losing my freedom
There was no where for me
To not go and be seen
And just go and be me
And there was no in-between
You either loved it or hated me
Now I know that he died for our sins,
But I didnt ask 'em to,
How would you do? If I took a bullet for you
Would you start to worship me?
For eternity? I dont think so...
I just dont get it, I believe in a higher power
But im not sure I meant it
or meant that, or meant this
It's all just confusing when your thoughts are so relentless. 
They press against the brain,
Someone please stop 'em, they're driving me insane
I dont feel his prescence
I dont feel is love
I dont hear his essence
And all the churches do is shove
Im uncomfortable with what they say
It all sounds make believe,
But I just wanna feel like it'll all be ok,
I want my mind at ease.

Chorus:

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
And if you get it then you just might not know
What to do with it, 'cause it might just
Come back on you ten-fold

Verse 3:
This isn't what I wished for
This isn't how I envisioned it
Pain to the point of imprisonment
Thought this shit would be different
I just wanted a little bit, but it
Turned me into a hypocrite, but
Where do they come from?
My EEG's are normal,
They only thing that helps me,
Are CD's and epidurals
Transferrance to Transferral
A Nuerological disorder
In chronological order
Would result in bein lost in his tracks
To leaving my trust rope shorter,
And I've already told you guys a thousand times
In these rhymes, I may not be right in the mind
But whether I believe or not, if he exist
Then he's on my side
And its been one hell of  ride...

Chorus:

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
And if you get it then you just might not know
What to do with it, 'cause it might just
Come back on you ten-fold